Emotions are such a wonderful thing, really, whether it's joy, with that ball of light inside, you're dancing with every step, and you're about to burst, you can't stop smiling, it almost hurts..
Or when it does hurt, remorse or worse, when there's the pain, one wave, another, it subsides for a bit, but the tide is coming in, the delicious overflow of sorrow, the lovely misery, and you're inconsolable for a little while..
Or, the other kind if hurt, anger, and revenge is all you want, anything, you don't care about what you're saying anymore, it only has to be ruthless enough to hurt the other person, or you want to fling yourself at him or her and tear them to pieces, you want to burn down the world..
Inspiration, when it all works, the idea in your head is perfect, you have to get it out, you have to wake up and DO things, you have to move..
Excitement & nervousness, you keep jumping up and down, your palms are sweaty, you keep swallowing, you're anticipating..-
Or fear.. either when there's something there.. watching.. you imagine all the horrible things you can think of, one after another.. you keep walking though, periodically faster, run across the street because the other side is "safe", if you get there in time, they can't get you..
..or the other kind of fear, the immediate kind, you are breathing fast, there's a lump in your throat, not unlike before you cry, but still different, and you just can't move..
Or.. when you're just.. content. You are somewhere, still, it has all passed, for now, and you can just.. think...and have what you have, you're not after anything, you just ..are.
What would we be without them? Can you really imagine giving this up? It's so beautiful, why would you do that? Why?
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